Let Me Fall

It's October again
Leaves are coming down
One more year's come and gone
And nothing's changed at all
Wasn't I supposed to be someone
Who can face the things that I've been running from...

Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if I...
Cry a little
Die a little
At least I know I lived, just a little...

I've become much too good at being invincible
I'm an expert at play it safe, and keep it cool
But I swear this isn't who I'm meant to be
I refuse to let my life roll all over me...

Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if I...
Cry a little
Die a little
At least I know I lived, just a little...

I wanna be somebody
I, I wanna be somebody
I wanna be somebody
I, I wanna be somebody who can face the things that I've been running from

Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if I
Cry a little
Die a little
At least I know I lived...

It's October again
Leaves are coming down
One more year's come and gone

And nothing's changed at all

Loneliness...

Sometimes you wake up in that weird mood with the darkest thoughts. You don't have to have any reason, just the look from the window, playlist in your iPod, everything seems to be tragedy.. But sometimes you need these dark days to realise how much do you wanna be a great person and what it means for you. Say whatever.. but truth is that everyone from you think that he's the good person or he's still trying to be. Sometimes you cannot handle it anymore, cannot be nice. In that time you feel so LONELY.. As I'm right now. You can have so many friends around, you can even be with them right now but still feeling the loneliness.. There are two solvings. Even you can hide this feelings and try to persuade yourself about goodness which is in your heart or ... you can just enjoy it, cry alone coz you're so lonely. But you should know, there's still tomorrow with new morning and hopes..

Sorry for my bad mood today but I need these lonely days to be stronger for future coz it's gonna be full of loneliness..